I am :(

I like to think that all humans must somehow must go through these bursts of emotions. The feeling being similar to being randomly punched in the face. Is it called depression? And when I am not in this state of sadness I look back at myself and feel silly because I don't have the same sad feelings that I had at the time.

But it's not completely bad. It's impossible for an individual to be actually, genuinely happy at all times because if that is the case we wouldn't appreciate the feeling and take it for granted. Happy is a side of a spectrum. Unfortunately, the opposite would apply as well. If we were only sad a few times then when it does occur it will hurt like a punch in the face.

Have a nice day. 

Resolutions (another term for the list of modifications I wish to make about my personality but will probably ultimately not be able to)

1) Be more kind, maybe I'll try to do at least one nice thing to someone every day.

2) Be more open to opportunities.

3) Do more productive things other than schoolwork.

4) Be less judgemental.

5) Do atleast one thing that scares me (nothing that would lead to... death or physical/psychological damage)

6) Be positive. (not to the point where it crosses the borderline of being annoying, nor should that positivity be trying to force other people)

7) Swear less.

There! there's a list. Are you happy now? Do you feel satisfied that I've joined this bizarre activity which I don't feel benefits me that much although I do it and will probably continue to do so? Excellent.

 Have a nice day (see resolution number 1)